Starting to Forget

Angel Paint
Angel Paint


I had the good fortune to fall in love with a man who had PTSD. He left me unexpectedly and I didn't hear from him for 5 months. He had a meltdown apparently and couldn't be amongst the living for that time. PTSD will do that for you. This is for him. I pray every person who has served our country will get the help they need to combat PTSD and be able to return to normal life after war.



The days they pass like years while your silence stings my ears

I weep and call your name but its all, all in vain

You’ve left me for no reason, when love, love was still in season

My heart is so confused, was it loved or being used



I’m starting to forget the joy from when we met

Starting to forget your touch and how it felt

I’m starting to forget how I ever loved you



I wish I could in turn show you how it burns

But it’s not within my heart to be that cruel or sharp

Salted cut it stings, to lose this magic thing

I trusted you my heart, you left it to starve




My pain is not contagious, To fear that seems outrageous

Even though you hide, I still want you by my side



But, I’m starting to forget, your voice, your taste, your breath

I starting to forget, and how I do regret that I’m

Starting to forget how I ever loved you 

Starting to forget

And Baby I really loved you

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